My friend, Tamela, has a son, Rowan, and she just showed me a cup that he got from P.F. Chang’s. It has the traditional white, good luck cat with its paw up. Totally reminded me of a little statue I had as a kid that my mom gave me. It sat on a little red velveteen pillow until one day I decided to break it. I definitely remember dropping it and even how the little ear broke and the head completely came off.
Why did I break it? I think I wanted to see what would happen. Consequence wasn’t something I considered. The fact that it would change it forever didn’t cross my mind.
I felt that I was supposed to break it and hear it and see it happen. So, I felt no remorse when I broke it, but I did bring it to my nanny, Fay. She promptly said that we could fix it, and we glued it back together. Purrrfect.
Was the cat lucky? Sure. I can’t complain, and it stayed on my shelf for many years. Upon realizing that I HAD broken it intentionally, I called my mom to see if she still had it. She doesn’t. Why would she keep a broken lucky cat?
I want to explore the innocence and curiosity that lead me to break it. I would like to do a painting of it. I don’t think I can express that feeling as easily in words, but I’ve tried here. For most people, the sound of porcelain makes them cringe. I love the grittiness that it has combined with the initial “ting”. Not to mention the ability to transform something so swiftly! Frickin Awesome! Makes me want to break something. hmmmm.
On another note, we named our cat, Niko, because we thought that it was Japanese for “cat”. It is actually translated as Neko. My dad’s mother used to call the cats like this…
Heeere… Neko, Neko, Neko.
I guess Niko is evidence that I don’t speak Japanese. That’s ok. She likes the name.